Its painful

Catlin
okay so i'm in love with this guy {or atleast i think i am} but we only were together for two weeks thats why i'm not sure if i love him or not. but one of the times we were together we were riding fourwheelers and drinking so yeah i was drunk and he screwed me ON A FOURWHEELER and i don't really remember much about it. I just feel like we made a connection. But he isn't over his ex girlfriend. {they grew up together and she cheated on him w one of his good friends} and he left me heartbroken. i don't wanna want him but i do, what am i suppose to do? i think ab him all day everyday. and my heart is literally aching everytime i see him, i loose it and i wanna be okay again. where do i even start to get over him.