Depression/anxiety

I'm pretty depressed these days and it really sucks, my anxiety is also getting in the way:( I'm 31 weeks pregnant and I was on medication for anxiety and depression before I got pregnant and went off of them for baby's sake since they were harmful, I'm really struggling these days and have come to the conclusion I will most likely have ppd after baby, I'm in need of some "success" stories with ladies who have been through this stuff and have come out on the other side, I feel like I'll never get better and that makes me even more sad, I've struggled with this stuff since the age of 13 with being on and off meds:/