First holiday

Jessica

I lost my sweet baby girl at 21 weeks. No red flags no nothing. Dr had said her heart just stopped. I delivered April 20th. We’ve been trying again for 2 months and all negatives. I’m on my period now so I’m super sensitive and it just hit me that Halloween will be my first actual holiday we celebrate without her….. I’m a hot mess. My 6 yr old sees me crying and comes up and tells me Catherine is in my heart. Which only makes me cry harder.