Venting - TW : About God/Faith

This probably isn’t the group or place for this but I just wanted to really tell everyone how God has brought me through. I’ve been broke before and had to move out of my home after finding out I was pregnant because I could no longer afford it, I’ve been broke to where I had to doordash every day for gas and food. I’ve also been in the position that if my tv broke one day, I could go out and buy another the next, had bills on autopay. This past year has not been anything near what I’ve ever experienced! I’ve lost EVERYTHING as well as found out I am pregnant again. I’ve lost my apartment, my job, my car was involved in a major accident resulting in it being totaled, my family has made it seem like I know absolutely nothing about being a mother just because I don’t parent the way that they do. I’ve lost friends, bonds with siblings, found out on my ultrasound that my baby has a bright spot on their heart so I have to get another scan and so much more. At the end of all of this I still have so much faith in my God it’s crazy. I thought about it and of course it stresses me from time to time but the fact that I am at peace mentally regardless lets me know that God is not done with me, he is lowering me for a reason and the more I try to fix things myself because I didn’t put my trust into him, the more things went wrong. I allowed myself to wait in the storm as I still am but that doesn’t mean that I am sitting around doing nothing, it just means that I am trusting him a lot more to bring me to where he wants me so I can see what he wants me to see and be who he needs me to be. I don’t have the best consistent relationship with God but it’s something I’ve been working on and the more I pray the more he reveals and I just know things are going to be so much better soon! There were times where I had nothing and he’s made a way for me every time and I can say I took advantage of it, but knowing what I know now, I can definitely move a lot smarter and I’m so ready for this season he is about to bring me through. If anyone has any versus or scriptures they’d like to share for encouragement I’d love it!