Maternity clothes time!! 😱😱
So I'm 10w5d and my husband and I finally went in and checked out maternity clothes. Which is difficult bc I can only wear athletic wear to work bc I'm a Personal Trainer & Group Instructor. This is my 3rd child and my husbands first. We have tried for 2.5 years to conceive and finally have. Now i am extremely happy and actually balled my eyes out when we got our positive test! After years of negative tests month after month and 1 miscarriage in that time I was overjoyed and remember even asking the dr if she was absolutely sure at least 4 times in a 5 minutes time frame lol. That being said I'm not super excited about having to go to maternity clothes so soon. I love this baby just as much as my other children but I have been crying almost everytime I get dressed bc I feel fat and disgusting. I'm used to being super fit I worked my a** off to be that way. (I got up to 200lbs after my 2nd child). Looking at maternity clothes was a bittersweet moment I almost had a breakdown. I decided it was bet to stop trying things and just put the items I liked on hold until Tuesday so I could come to grips with it. Did anyone else feel this way? I never felt this with my other pregnancies but now I'm so terrified I will end up at 200 lbs again and my husband won't be attracted to what I become. He's always known me as fit and muscular and now I have cellulite again for the first time in 4 years!! I've never been this body concious ever I don't think!
First photo was a couple weeks before we concieved I was prepping for competition.
Second photo was today.
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