Just wanted to vent

So it took me 13 months to conceive my first, 2 months to conceive my second, 1 month for my third which ended in MC at 9 weeks last September. This is 2nd month TTC #3, I’m 10 DPO and getting BFNs. With all 3 of my previous pregnancies I had BFPs by 10 DPO. I know it’s early but I just feel like I would’ve had at least a faint positive by know. I also know it can take a little bit to conceive, but it’s just disheartening.