Anyone else hate breastfeeding? I love it some days but most days just feel stuck. She’s completely refused a bottle the last 8 months. So I get no help and no break. She’s sooo clingy. I feel like I would have a better relationship with it if I could just have a small break some times but I can’t. Can’t have me time can’t go back to work nothing. I’m going crazy. Any advice appreciated 😭

Edit : yes we’ve tried absolutely everything to try to get her to take a bottle for months.