In June we went through a bad miscarriage. I tried to hold urine in as long as possible so I didn’t have to look at the blood ik it’s ridiculous but if you can’t see it then it’s like it isn’t happening. Well that caused more issues than anything which led to antibiotics. I refused to talk to anyone and just shut down. When I went to the hospital the doctor legit asked me if I wanted the baby to begin with. Idk what made him think that was a great idea but we did handle it. Last week I took a pregnancy test and it was positive!!!! I’m trying not to get to excited just in case something happens but we’re trying to stay positive. Our first appointment is on the 16th which just happens to be my birthday. The greatest birthday gift ever would be to hear that our little one is healthy so fingers crossed🤞 and to everyone going through the same thing we are praying I know it isn’t enough but you aren’t alone 💕💕