So everything is colliding for me and maybe I’m just overthinking.

I had a miscarriage -blighted ovum: no embryo- at 8 weeks in March. The due date was Oct 16ish based on this app. It’s October 14th today, my period is two days late and I’m getting nervous about going through it again and I haven’t even tested (it’s late and I don’t have tests).

I should be excited but maybe the experience left me this scarred. And maybe my period will come tonight or tomorrow or I’ll test negative.

I guess I just needed to share with people who might understand.