Second pregnancy and I’m absolutely terrified of getting preeclampsia again.

I just found out a couple days ago that we’re expecting our second baby. I should be about 6 weeks right now. I want to be excited and happy but my mind is just spinning and playing out every worst case scenario that could happen. I’m scared. I’m so so scared. My first pregnancy was perfect until about 37 weeks when my bp went through the roof and I ended up being induced and delivering by emergency C-section. I’m terrified of developing preeclampsia again. I don’t want to lose this baby and I don’t want to leave my husband and son behind. It’s all I can think about. I don’t know if I’m writing this for advice or just to vent to someone out there who gets it but I feel like I’m drowning.