Chem?pregnant 7m postpartum

I’m 7m postpartum and also tested positive for chlamydia and gonorrhea💔my line got slightly lighter could this be chemical ? I don’t feel body is in good any shape for baby and I’m really down about being pregnant I am considering abortion which is breaking my heart any good words please send🥺 Im barely making it with one I did use a bc I’m in disbelief.