I found out I was pregnant 10/23. As soon as it turned + I felt IMMEDIATE dreadfullness. I have a 16m old. I'm married but live with my parents because my husband travels so much its unstable. Our daughter was planned by EVERYONE. She is the first grandbaby on my family side, so yall just imagine how it is. We had her after failed clomid cycles and unexplained infertility naturally. After she was born I felt like my life was complete. I told my husband and he felt the same. So we said no more. He had scheduled a vasectomy. Last month my period was a week late(still don't know why) well it thru my cycle off. We use the natural planning. And now here I am. I haven't told him. But I told my mom. None of us are excited AT ALL. I feel like she knows that I don't want it and how much I said I was done. My due date is 2 days before my daughters bday and im just so mad at myself. I feel like its so unfair to her. WHAT DO I DO??? Is it just guilt? Will it go away? I've never thought I'd be leaning so much towards an abortion.