My partner is fed up of listening to me some I’m coming here 😂

We weren’t even TTC this month. We tried for 9 months and had to pause trying. We got a little drunk and BD’d on predicted ovulation day. I say predicted cause I haven’t tracked anything since we stopped! Now I know there’s a chance, I’m aching for that BFP. It could literally not be any worse timing, and I know a BFN is the better option for our situation right now. But when you’re failing to conceive even when it’s not a good idea you still long for that BFP and every month makes me think it’ll never happen! Our first was conceived in cycle 1 so I feel like I’m just broken?

I have symptoms. I’ve got a raging appetite but no craving for anything specific so just ramming all food into my mouth like I’m starved. I had this with my first and gained 2 stone in first trimester 😂 stretching feeling in my stomach. Tired and hella moody. All BFN’s up to now. I’m only 10DPO so I suppose there’s still a chance.

Thanks for listening ✌🏼