The first time I ever got pregnant was back in July but I found out in August. I wasn’t pregnant for long but while I was I had a lot of pregnancy symptoms. The most painful one being my nipples felt like they were on fire. I also had swelling in my feet, lower back pain, nausea, fatigue, cramps, insomnia, and feeling like I had food stuck in my throat. That all went away after I had my miscarriage but lately I’ve been experiencing some of them again. Specifically the lower back pain, insomnia and feeling like food is stuck in my throat. My lower back pain makes me want to cry at this point bc it hurts so much no matter how much I stretch. The insomnia is annoying bc I’m so tired but as soon as I lay in bed I can’t sleep. Then the feeling of food being stuck in my throat has me feeling like im gonna throw up and idk if it classifies as acid reflux but it sucks. The absolute worst part about this is how depressed it makes me that the last time I felt this way I still had my baby in me. The delusional part of me starts to wonder if I am pregnant again or if I’m one of those people who have a cryptic pregnancy that still get their period. Then I have to tell myself I am in fact being delusional. I never went back to the doctor after the initial visit when I was miscarrying which I know is so bad for me but my experience was traumatizing on a whole other level (see my previous post for the full story) and I just start to panic every time I go to make an appointment. I know the only way to really get the delusional part of my brain to stop is to actually go to the doctor which I’m planning on doing this month. However even without those thoughts I still feel sad when I experience these symptoms because they’re a constant reminder of what I no longer have. Has anyone else experienced this?