Hello is anyone down to exchange messages or something to talk .. I finally let my kid’s father go I told him he had to go or I’ll leave wit the kids .. he said he will leave n wants us to stay here but he wants us to stay in here because he wants to always kno where we at… then he tells me before he left THAT HE WILL “DOUBLE BACK” IN 2 years n try to work on us (I wanted to buss out and cry .. ( I made the post about him wanting a 4 some n I don’t agree to it n he sent me texts about him not being happy) I’m so depressed n devastated… I’m hurt so bad .. n I’m sick to my stomach I got up at 6am n haven’t sleepy or ate all day … it’s 2:26 am n I’m still not ok .. I’m up my kids finally sleeping n I’m crying like a bby in the bathroom this is my 3rd bath today cuz I don’t want them catch me crying .. I have to get myself together I really hate this for me how could I be so freaking stupid