First pregnancy /first miscarriage

Joolia

Ten days ago I had a bad miscarriage. Was getting ready for work when when all of a sudden I start bleeding everywhere. I had to rush to the hospital and it was the most traumatic thing I’ve ever been through myself. I feel so lost and broken. My husband and I were so happy and excited to be mommy and daddy finally. Now I’m scared but we don’t want to wait to try again as we want a big family.. just worried now and feel like I did something wrong. It’s hard to be pregnant and exited one day to bleeding everyday for almost two weeks and not pregnant anymore. I was 8weeks.