Feeling street and emotional

For a while now I've had a very short mood span the slitest thing my partner does pisses me off really bad I just want to brake down. I do super with dapershion and not good at taking my pills I forget to take them all the time I've tryed alarm clocks and that but never work. I feel so alone all the time no matter who with me I just feel Invisable to everyone my partner asks for my opinion or ware to pot things or what to do but he does the opesit. I as for somthink he says yes but never gets it me. I'm at my white end with life now I have no one around me my family don't care or less thay want me to help them my partner would rather ignore me or go out and I have no friends or a sochal life at all.