I need to ween my 18 month old. I just can’t do it anymore. He doesn’t sleep through the night, won’t take a bottle, I have to fight to put him down almost every night. Sometimes it take two hours. I typically start trying to nurse him to sleep around 7:30 8:00 lately he’ll wake up an hour later and nurse back to sleep and will just be all over me through out the night. I have to have both boobs out because he gets upset if I don’t let him play with the other. He’ll pull my nipple as far as he can, pinch it with his nails scratch it. I just have to breath through it and let him do it cause he won’t go to sleep if I don’t. He doesn’t have his own room has to sleep in my room he has a pack n play that I put him in once he falls asleep but then he wakes up again n I just put him in my bed with me for the rest of the night. I try to put him back in there but once I put him back asleep it’s can be hard to keep him asleep. I don’t have any help to ween him I have to do it it myself but I also don’t trust anyone else to help because I know how frustrating it is to put him to sleep. I know I’ve started bad habits with him but at the end of the day I just want him to sleep. I don’t ever get a break/time to myself. I have a 7 year old girl and him 18 months. On top of all of this I’m 17 weeks pregnant unexpectedly. I did not want anymore kids and me and husband were trying to be careful but things happen. I would like to have a break in between having to start the breastfeeding journey all over again with another baby. I’m trying to be excited about this new baby but I’m having a hard time. Please any advice?