Am I awful?

Kyra

I had a miscarriage over 8months ago, at first I was really okay and was genuinely happy for others around me getting pregnant. Now it’s closer to due dates and my heart is broken, I lost my baby and they would have been here so soon, my heart aches and I’m so lost. And now I just found out my best friend is pregnant and my baby would have been born 01/28/24, I didn’t get to learn the gender hear a heart beat or have anything to aide with closure, I want nothing but to be happy for her but my heat feels like it’s crumbling.