8dpt and losing hope

Niki • Forever and a day … just trying to be a mom 🥴😫

Tomorrow is my beta and I don’t even want to go

I’ve had no inclination that this transfer worked. No implantation nothing.

I have been super emotional the last four days - crying over BS- bloating etc but that can all be from the meds. Cramping on and off since 4dpt - yesterday

-I really hope it’s + but idk if it will be. I’m sad because it’s time for the holidays now - and it was my last embryo. 😭😭