Trigger warning: mention of miscarriage and premature

How did you know your last baby was your last?

I have 4 kids and pregnant with baby #5 only my youngest 2 live with me. And I’m not sure if this next baby is my last or not. My hubby wants a big family but i think I’ll be happy with just having the 3 in home. I’m not sure how to talk to him about it either.

Little back story I’ve had 10 Mc and 4 live births. My first boy was 30 weeker and my youngest was a 34 weeker and emergency c-section . My most recent mc was just in September this year and found out I was pregnant in October. I’m not sure if my body can handle anymore pregnancy’s after this one. I know my hubby will understand but he will be a bit disappointed. And I know he’s happy with the ones we have now and is excited about the next one. But I’m just not sure how to tell him. Any advice?