So there's this guy. And even though I know half these comments will be people saying I'm too young or innocent to understand, but trust me. I know how I feel. I'm in love. Crazy in love. And he feels the same way. Here, I'll give you an example to prove it. So we were driving on our way to get ice cream and I asked him to pull over to talk and we starting making out, we went to the back seat, it escalated and stuff. Right in the middle of me giving him a blowjob I just sit up and stay quiet. I'm thinking about what I'm doing and I just feel like shit for no reason and it sucks. I'm like "is this who I want to be?" And instead of freaking out and being passive aggressive like guys in my past have, he just pulls up his pants gives me a big hug and says, "I'm really proud of you for wanting to be better. And I just wish I had the guts to do the same." He tells me that even if I told him right then that we would never be able to do more than kiss until marriage, he would still stay with me. He would never leave my side. He's an amazing guy and definitely one in a million. I'm so happy with him but no one else seems to get that. Especially my judgemental, religious family. They restrict me from doing much and have me bound so tight it causes tons of problems with my relationships in the past, and I just don't want that to happen to this one, since I know it's different and definitely going to last. Does anyone have advice or opinions on what I should do to get my parents to get off my back? I know they want to look out for me, and I usually would appreciate that but since they are so strict I can't be open and honest with them, resulting in me being a completely different person around them. I hate it. I would love them to just let me make my own choices and learn my lesson the right way in real life experiences. It's not like I'm in danger anyway, this guy is super sweet he wouldn't hurt a soul. idk, I could just really use a second opinion on how to handle this. Thanks!