Emotionally drained

Natalie
Due the 14th Jan today I got up and my boobs are sore which seems to happen wk prior to me commin on all the time, my partner sperm isn't all that Gd, so my chance of pregnancy is slim, I feel really down today cause I know it's gonna show its ugly face, want a baby so bad but I feel like giving up as its emotionally killing me 😞