Ovulation

Soo i think i just experienced my first time knowing im ovulating without testing. I have been on anti depressants for just over a month my sex drive is completely gone. The past 2 days I've been so horny and have egg white cm. It got to the point i was almost crying how bad i wanted it i was begging my fwb to come over. I've had a overwhelming feeling of wanting a baby the last 2 days. I've had baby fever in the past but this was a new level we decided no matter how much i want him to come over he wont cause I'll beg him to cum in me. Is it always gonna be like this? It was scary letting my thoughts get the best of me Edit i took a test after and i was ovulating