Hey ladies!

So I got my first faint line positive tonight since my miscarriage at 10 weeks last year. All I’ve wanted is to be pregnant again and be able to have another baby but I found myself more scared than anything tonight. I want to be excited but I’m so worried that it’s too good to be true or that it won’t stick. I’m scared of taking another test in a few days and the line not getting darker. I don’t even know if I want to tell my husband just yet because I don’t want him to feel the pain again if it doesn’t happen. I really do want to be excited. It’s all I’ve wanted since our first baby was born but I can’t seem to get past this in my head. Has anyone dealt with this? How did you cope? What helped you feel more at ease?

Below is my test from tonight. Supposed to start my period on the 22nd.