I don’t want this baby anymore

I’m 6 months pregnant and I don’t want this baby anymore, mainly bc of the farther . He keeps doing things I’m not ok with and it’s so hard for me to connect with the baby like I’m disgusted. It’s like if I had an miscarriage I wouldn’t care I think it would be the best for us at this point . I know this probably sounds crazy but I just had to vent this out .