Update:

Hunni reaction was very good it was so unexpected to see him actually be happy to be going back to diapers and sleepless nights at 43. I was so relieved. But it wasn’t to happen -_- … I miscarried on Jan 4th in the afternoon a day before or 4th year wedding anniversary. It wasn’t the happiest of anniversaries didn’t even feel to celebrate.

We lost our little “diamond” ring.

Honestly I don’t know how to feel right now… My husband doesn’t want anymore children…his 2 biological children voiced very clear already they don’t want another sibling -_-

I should be excited but I don’t feel it right now…I guess after I talk with Huzzy maybe he may silence some of my fears and feelings…one can hope…

Will update you guys after I talk with Hunni….inna pray for me…-_-