So just for refrence I have endometriosisand other hormonal issues, its caused me to grow boobs very quickly starting from a young age. I have always been about an Australian size 12 with H cup boobs. After giving birth to my son 9 months ago my body changed a lot in shape. I didnt gain much weight but my hips and boobs got bigger. I am currently a size 14 with JJ cup boobs. I dont have any cute lingere, I have always been jealous of girls who can wear anything and buy cute bras and I really struggle shopping. Anything remotely cute or sexy in a Bra only goes to a G cup or a 16 in the band. Im tired of crying at stores because I cant find anything fitted that fits around my chest. I've been told by doctors that my breats wont get smaller with weightloss (due to the hormal issues) but might even continue to get bigger gradually until who knows when. Yes ive had surgery for the issues and am reciving constant treatments but that pretty much does nothing. I was really hoping to go down to a DD or E cup eventually. I am very concerned about the recovery and scaring, especially if they continue to grow afterwards. Im also worried I might regret getting the surgery. Ive always been known for my body shape (as bad and degrading as that can be) Im just scared.