I had 3 embryos transferred on the 4th of December and it was all looking good. Almost instantly I started to feel the twinges, I was running temperature and on day 8 I had this little spotting which was also accurate with my experience last year where I got pregnant but lost it at 10weeks. I still beat myself up for losing that pregnancy, that was my first pregnancy in my life.

I was very hopeful cause my endometrium looked good before the transfer and I had no doubt that the result will be positive. In my head I was tracking every symptom I felt, my temperature went high, I started to feel tired a little and then the nausea also started. I did not miss any drug or injection I was meant to take I was very diligent at it daily.

But day 14 came and I tested and we got the shocker of our lives negative!!!

I didn’t believe it I refused to accept it. We used the strip and the digital PT and both read negative. I called the doctor and told him all he said was that he is shocked and advised that I go do a blood test. I did and the result was the same.

This was the week of Christmas I cried my eyes out I wanted to run into the streets and scream!!! My husband was hurt but he remained strong for me.

We were to have guest over that same day and for the entire week the house was full. I had to snap out of it and be a host at the same time. I am still hurting I woke up this morning and prayed to God to just help us and tears kept pouring down my cheeks.

It’s not been easy we will be 7years in February !

A lot of things have been said to us but we try not be be phased by those things. We try to stay focused at all times.

We kept this to our selves, we don’t want to share with anyone that we had this experience a few days ago. Right now we just want to get through the year and how for the best in 2024.

Since I stopped the medication I have had serious eye pain and migraine like headaches . I even feel it in my sleep.

It’s just all pain for me!!