I’m not mad, and in fact this happened a few months ago but it still lingers in the back of my mind. I had a miscarriage at 7 weeks pregnant and was spotting, after convincing my boyfriend to go with me to the hospital, we arrived but the wait was 3 hours. I waited outside on the chairs alone and he went into my car to sleep it was 12am and he was tired. I told him no, wait with me and he said no I’m super tired and I didn’t want to fight him on it so gave him keys to my car, yes I drove myself lol He didn’t even drive me. So I say waiting alone and he told me to call him once they called me. They finally called me so I went and called him and he came in with me and they took another hour to do an ultrasound and he was mad because he was tired and told me he wanted to go to the car again. I kept telling him no because like I just didn’t understand why he would rather sleep than be with me in a moment like this. Maybe it was because I wasn’t crying and wasn’t in any pain, but I was spotting. Eventually after seeing how angry he was that he had to wait with me for another two hours, I told him to just leave and go to the car. The doctor came, and confirmed miscarriage I just said ok and walked to the car where he was sleeping and he asked what they said and I just said miscarriage and he was like oh okay how do u feel. I just said tired and that was that. Til this day months later it still weighs on me that in moments like that he just wasn’t there for me all the way through and comforting me. Breaks my heart for myself.. however it’s been months and I never brought it up but sometimes makes me think he doesn’t treat me right