This makes my 4th pregnancy in 12 months... the other 3 were losses. One chemical. And two losses at 9 weeks. Im so scared... ive done nothing but cry since this came up positive. Part of me is so hopeful, like statistically, this one should work out since Ive had such bad luck... but the other part of me is terrified to go through it all again. I was supposed to have a Christmas baby last month... but in a way, it seems maybe my Christmas baby came back to me with this timing. Idk, I just wanted to say Im glad to be here, in this group, and i hope like hell me and this little bean get to stay this time!!