so i'm going to get help for my illnesses.. my depression i been battling since 2013. my anxiety since i was in 6th grade .. and i think i do have bipolar illness to cuz i get sad mad angry happy my mood keeps changing and idk if im going crazy? like hyperventilating and sometimes i feel like doing something bad (like hurting someone... ).. i'm leaning a lot towards drugs and alcohol lately cuz it numbs the pain and i feel better doing them but i dont want that feeling anymore im getting sicker.... i just need help