Tell me I’m not alone

Recently me and my partner of 4 years split up ( he cheated) ever since every time I masturbate after i uncontrollably sob and sob and I just don’t know why. I feel like I’m going insane and when I do find someone else and do sleep with them I am just gonna cry after and scare the life out of them but I cannot stop, I mean I’ve made peace with everything but every time I finish I just get this sadness feeling. Has anyone else experienced this before ?

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Zi

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I think youre a very emotional person. You get the drive to mastubate but after finishing it's like you maybe reminisce about what could have been with the person instead. The way he made you feel, the groans, what he said. Everything takes time.