I started to have feelings for the guy I was having sex with for a year but he rejected me. Everyone thought he was abusive and controlling so I started to move on. But now he just acts… weird? He insists that we hangout all of a sudden. Which we’ve never really done. I’ve tried and he always flakes. Now he’s super interested. Like to the point he wants me to cancel my plans tomorrow to spend a second day in a row with him to “cuddle and hangout”. But I’m trying to really make my brain realize that it’s still only sex for him and that he’s just playing games. Tonight, I fell for it and we had sex, but at one point he had me cum a couple times but it was really intense and I couldn’t take it anymore. I tried to tell him I couldn’t. He didn’t listen so I tried to literally push his hand and he grabbed it with his other hand and held it so I couldn’t. Then after we sat for an hour and he talked to me and the way he talked was just different. He was really nice, playful, just like how I wanted for so long. But now I feel stupid and feel like it’s all so I’ll be oblivious to what he’s doing. And it makes me worried to go tomorrow because idk what he plans on doing. But my friends think he might have some feelings for me and he just really wanted me to cum again and didn’t mean it as rape idk