Wishing so hard…

Amanda

We swore off tests after having a few miscarriages and our last one hit us a bit hard. We figured that tracking a little less, and worrying about tests less would lower our stress and anxiety if we have further chemicals or miscarriage.

This is where the tmi begins 😅 But I’m due today. Some brown spotting when I wiped yesterday, some pinkish spotting today. A few days ago pickles turned my stomach and I’ve been a pickle fiend my whole life, my other kiddos too. Feeling slightly nauseated here and there but nothing crazy. Boobs and nipples sore off and on. Feels like I could be, but with this, “we’re not going to test unless I’m a week late, I guess I just needed somewhere to voice my excitement, but my worries too.

We’ve been trying for over a year, I know many couples try way longer. It might not be our time yet, if we get to embark on this journey again together at all even. But we would love nothing more and pray and hope all the time. I just hope to give my hunny some good news. It’s been so hard lately. A lot of stressors and now a death in his immediate family. 🤞

Well, if you made it this far, thank you for hearing me out and Sticky Baby dust to you all! ❤️