I am in a relationship with my boyfriend and have been for 8 years nearly. Recently I have become more and more sexual and wanting experience things I didn’t get to when I was younger and before kids etc.

(I was with a woman for 11 years who was controlling and barely touched me, my kids are artificially inseminated, just to clarify)

I have spoken openly to my boyfriend about wanting to go off and experience things and he says he’s ok with it because I didn’t get to before. My worry is that things will take a turn after events have unfolded.

He said it won’t and he will still love me and that he would never leave me, it’s just sex and having fun.

I’m going to a fetish club night with some friends but he doesn’t want to go and anxiety is kicking in 😬

Thought?