Pls no judgement

I had protected sex for 5/6 mins on my October 8th, with a guy friend condom protected, only five mins after that he ejaculates in the condom while in me, condom is full, no tears I see he went to the bathroom to check it he said had no tears and anything.

October 9th, I started moving out process from living with my ex and we ended up doing it unprotected as always but he always pulls out.

October 10th, we had sex that morning out pull out method, that. Night we had sex but we were drunk and he did pull out.

NOW IM PREGNANT!! Ovulation was the 7th -

13th

So we had sex almost three times unprotected with pull out method we never have sex during my fertile window the last time that has every happened was in 2021 because he drives trucks so it's normally always before my cycle comes on or a couple days after.

idk how to feel I really want this baby but idk if it's a guilt feeling or what but I keep having thoughts it's my friend guy baby and he's like it's not he's super positive, he made sure everything was okay with the condom.

My doctor said she really doesn't get any cases of people getting pregnant from condoms so it helped my anxiety a little bit more.

But I have guilty feelings, I overthink it, I have dreams about my friend guy in it all the time cause I think so much about it.

And one time my exof had a dream after we were talking about my appts on how he saw me in hospital giving birth and the baby looked nothing like me or him im so afraid I told him he's the only one I've had unprotected with but I did have protected with someone.

Wouldn't you think it was my ex of baby? I asked all my pregnant friends they really don't think it's protected guy baby. And he doesn't seem worried either but it's just my guilty feelings