Honestly I’m crying rn! I don’t know if I threw my 10 year relationship away! He’s been my first bf and so have I. I’ve never been with another man!

So we don’t live with each other. We have been having issues because of this. I’ve been wanting to live with him but he has been trying to push a baby on me. He’s now struggling financially and he stopped wanting a child. He apologized and told me that he was sorry for pressuring me into having a child. I let that go!

He’s now struggling financially! Because of this, he’s been in a bad mood this whole week. He’s been texting me less!

So this is how it all started

I send him a picture of my mom and I during Christmas! He got offended cause I’m sending “leg pictures” I’m showing too much leg. What hurt me the most is he said I look fucked up when we hang out. Honestly I don’t wear dresses and heels because we don’t go out to nice places. We just relax at my parents house or his parents house. I throw in some sneakers and leggings or some jeans and a nice causal top. It really hurt me he views me this way.

He keeps bringing up the fact I send “leg pictures” and the fact I wanna start drama with this. I told him it’s over and blocked him for calling me mother fucker and unadded him on Instagram

FYI: he has never let me post selfies/ pics. I’m sorta jealous of girls who have bf’s who let them post. I told him that too but idk if I did the right thing