I basically am on my own nerves because of all the pregnancy talk. I feel like it’s either a question about an appointment or asking for sex because I’m ovulating or communicating about something else baby related. It’s not fun it’s actually causing distance between myself and my partner. Even the sex itself is suffering, without the spontaneity it has become a task and he isn’t always able to perform. I feel like there is a giant ball of weirdness where there once was as love, respect and excitement. Please tell me I’m not alone. This feeling makes me want to stop this process and just “let it go” even though this has been a dream of mine for a very long time.

It also makes me wonder if he will want to be around when/if the pregnancy comes to fruition.