Insecure about chest

I’m 18 and I have small boobs, but that actually doesn’t bother me at all. I’m like a 32A, but I totally love what I have, I think they fit my body well and I’m happy with them in that sense.

I love my boobs, but the issue comes in with the fact that I’m extremely pale, so across my whole body my veins are very visible, so my nips are like super pale and I feel like sometimes you can see the veins in them. I also just really don’t like my nips at all, they’re weirdly colored, the shape is like weird and almost like puffy? Especially around my period. They also point outwards and I totallyyyy hate that. It’s like when I’m laying on my side I feel like they’re like pointing completely opposite ways and one will be like basically looking up at the ceiling and one at the floor. It makes me super insecure and I feel really weird about them because of that. Also, because they’re small when I lay on my back they’re like completely gone with just my nips looking different directions and I feel like it’s probably soo unattractive.

Does anyone relate or have any things that would make me feel better about it lol? I’m just worried that I’ll be with a guy (haven’t let a man see them yet), and he’ll not be attracted to me or he’ll think they look weird.