I have been seeing someone new coming up for two months, and I am terrified. Things have been going well. Dare I say too well? We’ve gone out a couple of times, I’ve met a good handful of his friends, talk daily, and hang out together at least once a week.

I am very much having a wonderful time with him. I have no negative experiences in those moments, but I always fear I may not be good enough. He and these friends are very successful and have good jobs and their own places and accommodate social lives.

I am nowhere near. I still live at home, and I have a dumb amount of debt, preventing me from doing anything remotely fun or planning to move out. My social life is nonexistent, and my job is not at its best right now. I have very few friends and retreat to my three little hobbies.

I do want all that, though; I don’t know if I’ll ever get there. I am nowhere near stable in life aspect or mental (jokes…unless).