I made it out of the depressing tunnel :)

Charpie • Charpieout

1. Im pissed off due to the app foeclosing on me after I typed the most beautiful soulful life update i could have ever posted. So heres to round 2 lol........ ( Ex was my first boyfriend ever meet at 21 dated until 25. Ex Met a life coach who basically changed his life ways i couldnt get into the spirit of the program even though i tried. I eventually get broken up with ). After the blind sided break up i was shattered ( too many words and no words can explain the pain) so i came on this app to vent and to express some of my feelings and im glad i did. Looking back on a few of my old post i am so glad that i am 10000 million miles past the moon glad that i am over my ex. I dont regret the relationshi. I regret how i handled my pain. I also regret the almost 2 years of tears waisted on him. Now this part may sound petty shadey toxic whatever. But i also do regret taking back my wish for him to feel the blindsided heart shatteing and getting crushed into dust heartbreaking pain i felt with extra kick and punch lol. Whenever I had this thought i say it and immediately take it back because I didn't want the "karama or whateve" to come back to me... but anyway i am just so greatful that my old heartbroken self was able to share a little bit of our pain and tears on this app. I am so Thankful that i have made it to the other side of the tunnel. Fingers crossed to never feeling that pain again. Have a great day/night. And Happy New Years! P.s i had a bomb ass ending on my original post but i do not for the life of me remember it. Also if there's typos and grammar issues etc i apologize. My keybaord for this app is weird and i cant change it. Typing and editing is a pain.