I can’t help but get angry with myself and CRINGE with how much I put up with guy I dated. Once things ended it’s like the rose colored glasses finally came off. Not only am I mad at him for his poor actions on how he treated me but also at myself for not sticking up for me and calling him out and not leaving early on!! I have forgiven myself and put it behind me, but it creeps back into my mind daily and I’m so embarrassed and disgusted 🤧😪