So even when on this app they give good sex advice with your partner and mention touching yourself mostly ofc the clit area. I’m not sure why but I can’t and don’t cum from anything to do with my clit. If I’m by myself, ugh embarrassing but whatever, if I masterbate I can’t feel good by fingering my slef but i rub the bean idomt really cum but it feels good and I have like a mental o💀 but if I have sex I can cum (squirt) very easily off penetration. My first relationship was a female and it was really good but only when she fingered me and eventually I convinced for a strap on and then ofc sadly I was a fake lesbian/ one of the ones who had “the faze”. Now if I’m with a man it’s always pretty good and if I’m on top I can definitely make myself cum. Is this weird?… I can feel good alone with my clit but when I’m with anyone else I can only feel decent with penetration. My only other issue is that it makes me feel like a sex addict because it’s such a different feeling then when I’m with myself. So idk I try to force long relationships with people I end up having sex with because I don’t want to sleep around. Not healthy. Am I just the problem and just weird?