I took 5 pregnancy test all positive and called a abortion clinic Today. I’m 28 and this is my first time being pregnant. My boyfriend isn’t helpful with me processing this Today. He’s just like take the abortion pill and get it done. We both don’t want children right now but we were so stupidly doing the pull out method before my new pack of birth control came in. I have no girlfriends to talk about this. I can’t talk to my Mom and his Mom because he’s like don’t tell them because we already decided not to keep it. I just moved into my new apartment, barely have furniture, my job is stressful at times. It’s just a mess.

I understand that I’m going to take the pill but mentally, emotionally, and physically I’m all over the place. I’m considering finding a therapist. Has anyone been through something similar and got a therapist after abortion? I’m sure at the clinic they’ll keep asking me if I’m sure. I’ll just be crying. I’ve cried several times Today. No comfort from my partner. He’s not emotional as he would say it.

Overall I have sickle trait and yea I’ve gained weight due to stress. Now with being pregnant I’m just spiraling. I know I need to lose weight and be in better health before a baby. My bmi is like over 33% and we reading stuff online about risks.