Leaving my husband

Backstory: when I first met my husband we were long distance for the first year it worked out phenomenal for us specifically.

Once we got married he took on another job so he could be a family man at home. We fought more than got along, BUT I loved coming home to see him. And the children loved it.

Fastforward: my husband got this job he loves because he can use his creative brain BUT it is putting him back on the road which will be one month out, one month home, alternating…. He is loving this gig and he is now talking about quitting the other job to do this full time.

Here is the kicker: he is so busy with this job we barely chat, you know the typical good morning good night… but my heart feels so empty. He keeps telling me I know you hate this…. Which I honestly do. I tell him it’s not my favorite

After hearing this is what he has chose to do I feel like I’m questioning everything. I don’t want to be selfish and have him home with a job he hates but I also don’t know if I can sustain a marriage like this I feel like a single mother .

A part of me wants to tell him he needs to chase his dreams and do what brings him happiness but I am hoping he will pick up on it and think that may or may not include me in his life.

How do I handle this. I am heartbroken and torn.