Mixed emotions...Miscarriage..

TMI in photo!!!!

I am beyond sad. Thinking this was going to be our second baby. Going into what I thought was 8 wks. Was no embryo...only a sac. Plus I have been bleeding all week. Today after I took my 2yr old to the park. I am walking towards our house door when I felt something come out. Rushed her inside and straight to the restroom I went. I think its my placenta. I hope thats all there is. I remember my first miscarriage was super painful. I was shaking with pain then mins later all was out. Im just bummed. My friend and I found out at the same time we were pregnant. Shes currently 10wks and wish her nothing but the best. But cant help to have my feelings. This was our last try to have another. I cant put myself threw it again...