I’m not the same

I seem to of reached a place in my journey where I don’t feel like my story relates to anyone just me? Like I can’t go too support groups for fertility issues because all I seem to get is the look of pure pitty. Im not the same, 13 years is too long for a human to wait for a baby that may never arrive, we’ve experienced 9 miscarriages and ectopics. Where’s my women hood gone? Can anyone relate or understand me? I’m going insane over here. I understand everyone has there own fertility issues I get that, but seeing posts like “trying 3 months and nothing” makes me want to throw my phone .. I want to scream .. life isn’t fair why me? I’m a good person! Anyways appreciate you reading my struggles 🩵 I’m sure one day I’ll feel “normal”

Here’s day one of infertility investigations 🤞