Yes it’s my body and my choice but I’m so stuck on what to do.

I’m 22 a single mom and have twin girls aged 2 almost 3 and living at home.

I found out I’m pregnant whilst on birth control in December and currently 13 weeks along.

I have been contemplating on my decision over and over again. I have made 3 appointments to speak to someone to arrange an abortion but backed out every time.

My girls father and I were together but due to him cheating, getting another girl pregnant and leaving me for her I am now alone and completely broken.

I know I want to keep my baby I really do but due to the circumstances and abuse from him I’m thinking of an abortion. I just wish I didn’t hesitate so long.

I wish I avoided my 12 week scan because now it feels even harder to terminate.

I can afford to keep my baby but I know my family won’t be happy or allow me to live at home any longer.

It’s not easy for me to get a home hence why I’ve been living with my parents.

My parents and I are also Christian’s so I know they are against it and won’t allow it and they certainly won’t allow adoption.

I’m so upset because I feel like I’m basing my decision on how others feel instead of my own just so my kids have a roof under their heads.

I know no one can make my decision for me but any advice is appreciated 😔