Anyone else experience this?

I’ve been single for about two years now. I’ve dated a couple of guys but they fizzled out. I have “toys” at home… but my question is… does anyone else get tired of using them? Like, I have this insatiable need to get RAILED…. and I don’t even cum from penetration. (I think I’ve politely squirted a couple of times but that’s beside the point) Its just something about a man who can manhandle you and blow your back all the way out that I miss sooo bad.

It’s almost so overwhelming at times I can’t handle it. Anyone else? Just me? 😩 How do y’all handle it without reaching out to someone for a booty call.. please help because I feel absolutely feral at times.

***the reason I don’t is because I don’t want to just have booty calls at my age (30s). Plus I don’t want to start getting attached if they have good dick lmao.